Court

Well, court. It's over. I'm glad to say that. It was a very strange experience. It was sad to me. So many people there potentially losing their children. We were one of fifteen cases. And we actually didn't even stay through ours. Poor baby giggled and got thrown out of court - starting early in life LOL! I didn't even notice the court security telling Daniel to leave with him. You can tell I was paying a ton of attention. I assumed Daniel just decided to take him out.

Things didn't go the way we were hoping they would. So our case is scheduled to go before a judge again September. We really wanted it to be over today. But the lawyer said she really felt things would go our way. We shouldn't have to go anymore, for which I am thankful. It was very nerve-wracking for me. It wasn't as emotional as I thought it would be.

I appreciate all the support we have gotten from our family and friends. We still have about six weeks to go before this should all be over. So we definitely still covet your prayers. Everyone seems fairly positive that everything will turn out fine for us int he end. I am praying that is the case. I just can't imagine losing our precious baby. I watched him sleep this morning and just about died thinking about losing him. I just pray God won't ask that of us.

September can't get here fast enough for me. But I am thankful that until then, we still have our baby and we can enjoy every minute of our two sons - trusting that in the end, everything WILL work out in our favor. And now, maybe I can eat and sleep again knowing this is over.